Thursday, May 16, 2013

Reading my Bible in 1 year

      I started reading my BREAD Bible the second week in January and finished it today. I'm anxious to start over and read it through again before the end of the year.
     There are a few passages I want to study deeper too. I have been seeing lots of comments on what we should or should not believe. I believe the Holy Bible (prefer KJV/Amplified) and I have read many versions. I see no reason to hunt for a study Bible ( I have read some) that the person who wrote it has the same ideas I do. I read it because I think it is God's Holy Word and it means what it says. I believe we are to try to follow Jesus and this is my road map to get to where I want to go. I would not achieve this with out my Bible. I want His Word to change me so I can spend eternity with Him.
    I'm not perfect and when I am I will no longer be here on earth. So many people claim to be Christians but their "fruit" shows other wise.
   I want to do what Jesus wants me to do and sometimes it will go against what my flesh wants but I find if I lean on Him and change I no longer have desires to do those things. He knows the beginning from the end and I do not.

Tuesday, May 14, 2013

                          Feeling Left Out

Have you ever felt left out? It is an uncomfortable feeling especially when it is a group that you have tried for several years to be a part of.
I get this feeling that I don't belong several times a year. I know I can't do some of the things most of the others do because of my physical limitations but wish they would at least ask if I want to do it.
If it to help provide a meal my daughter will gladly help with it in my stead.  But usually I don't know about it until it is over with.
I don't know why I'm not included. I know I don't have nice clothes and have to wear ugly shoes but I desire to be a part. I have children so I could be included in their contests. My child could be included with the other children but no.
I don't know if anyone reads this but if you do please leave comment  Thanks!